I'm trying to find peace, relax and get rid of the persistent knots in my neck. This is becoming increasingly difficult to do. Life is so busy and crazy right now. I can't wait to be done my ICP course, at this point every time it crosses my mind, I get a sick feeling in my stomach. I just keep telling myself "only six weekends left....only six weekends left" (and THEN practicum) It feels like this torture will never end. On top of classes almost every weekend, there is work during the week. I haven't been to church since Christmas, thanks to class. I feel so disconnected from everything. Its strange.
To try to stay motivated, I have been making a list of all the things I will do once I finally finish. Things like highlight my hair, buy some nice shoes, take a vacation/visit my family, and just plain relax. Too bad most of my list consists of things that cost money, and by the time I am done this course, I will be broke. So item #1 should probably be WORK. Oh joy.
I just need to get through these last 3 months - we are already done the Lecture portion of the course, and the class portion (which consists of labs, scenarios and exams every weekend until the end) should be done by middle/end of April. But there is practicum looming after that. Hopefully that will be completed by June.
"It'll be done by summer, it'll be done by summer, it'll be done by summer!!!!"
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you can do it BreAnn I believe in you!!!! i know its crazy but you will survive, i love you so much!!! praying for you!
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You CAN do it, Bre. And I admire you for your repeating truth and encouragement to yourself. You CAN do it and it WILL be done by summer. It is not forever, it's less than a year man. I know you will do well and you will shine in it, all of this hard work will pay off in more ways than you can imagine as God will be using your skills to make the best and more of what gifts He has enabled you with. Love you girl.
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